Transformation Takes Time
March | April | Unfolding | Finding Eden
In third grade, my students studied caterpillars and butterflies when we returned to school in the fall. My co-teacher and I would scour the land near our homes for milkweed. Soon after, caterpillars would arrive that we ordered from a butterfly farm, perhaps twenty in total, and the students would watch and make scientific observations as they inched along, chewing leaves, spinning their delicate chrysalises. The year always began with anticipation, but the day of the butterfly release was the most thrilling. As a teacher, I hope that they loved this third-grade back-to-school science intro. However, I see it as a profound lesson about what it means to grow.
We often imagine transformation as clean, graceful, and immediate, a sudden unveiling of a new self, but real change rarely works like that. It is hidden, slow, and sometimes painful, more like the secret metamorphosis of a caterpillar becoming a butterfly.
When a caterpillar enters its cocoon, it seems still and lifeless, yet inside a radical process begins. The creature breaks down into almost nothing, its body dissolving into a rich, soupy mixture. Dormant cells awaken, carrying within them this amazing blueprint for wings, antennae, and a slender body. What once was a crawling insect slowly becomes something altogether different. The butterfly comes out with crumpled wings, wet from the cocoon. Only after long hours of waiting, allowing blood to fill its wings and strength to build, can it finally take flight.
We, too, live through cocoon seasons. They may arrive with grief, heartbreak, or illness. They may take shape in the quiet reordering of identity, in transitions that strip us of what we once knew. To the outside world, nothing may appear to be happening. Friends and coworkers may not see the inner unraveling, the disorientation, or the waiting, yet in the silence of our lives, something is forming, something essential is unfolding.
Like the caterpillar, we may feel undone. What once defined us, relationships, roles, or dreams, may dissolve. It can feel like loss upon loss, as though nothing recognizable remains, but what looks like destruction is often a hidden rebirth. The old self must break apart so that the new self can emerge.
For those still waiting in the cocoon, unsure if the darkness will ever lift, you are not alone. Transformation is not a test of speed, but of trust. Even when we cannot yet see the shape of our wings, something sacred is taking place within us. The process is rarely immediate, and impatience can wound us. The butterfly cannot fly before its wings are ready, and we, too, need time to strengthen before rising into new life. There is wisdom in waiting. Fragility is not failure. Instead, it is preparation. The chrysalis teaches us that endurance, like flight, is built slowly, through unseen hours of quiet formation.
The caterpillar cannot imagine its destiny. Crawling low, it has no concept of sky. Yet the design for flight has been inside it all along, and so it is with us. We cannot always picture the future we are becoming, but that doesn’t mean it isn’t real. Renewal often works without our permission, building quietly in the dark.
Every one of us inhabits these cocoons, these sacred waiting rooms where endings meet beginnings and identities are remade. They are not wasted places. They are thresholds. To enter them is to step into the mystery of becoming. When, at last, our wings unfurl, we remember that transformation was never about escaping the dark but allowing it to do its work. This is the promise of finding Eden. Even when all feels hidden, something beautiful is being prepared. One day, the sky will call, and we will discover that flight has been within us all along.
“Well, little caterpillar on a blade of grass. She's noticin' the days going by so fast. She's a lovely little lady. She's looking for a room. She's weavin' and spinnin' out a fine cocoon. Why didn't take long 'til she saw the sky. Spread your wings, you butterfly! She's singin'...Bullfrogs and butterflies, we've both been born again.”
Artist: Barry McGuire, Song: Bullfrogs and Butterflies, Producer: Word Records and Music(part of the Agapeland series), 1978.


This so lovely, Kimberly! 🦋