We are we are so unfinished and we will not be finished until we get to the eternal kingdom. And I need to constantly remind myself that because I am a first born daughter I am always trying to still fix things and take care of things and the list goes on and on, and when something has unfinished, it makes me so anxious and so just trying to apply this to my life in this particular season right now is vital for me
And I am the person that is dependent upon for things that people don’t even know that they’re depending upon me for and I am sometimes exhausted, especially when my mom became ill and I had to quit my job to be able to take care of her because that’s the right thing to do and the only person who noticed was my dad not my siblings… My dad for which I’m eternally grateful that doesn’t mean it was easy but it just means it was the right thing to do. I feel like my quest to leave things unfinished. It’s really really hard because of my personality which is a type a personality, overachiever wannabe, and the quintessential eldest daughter don’t worry. I’m in therapy for this.
Love the line- God is at work even when the story feels unfinished. And aren’t we all unfinished.
We are we are so unfinished and we will not be finished until we get to the eternal kingdom. And I need to constantly remind myself that because I am a first born daughter I am always trying to still fix things and take care of things and the list goes on and on, and when something has unfinished, it makes me so anxious and so just trying to apply this to my life in this particular season right now is vital for me
it’s all about responsibility to nurture and take care. It’s just in us.
I am first born and felt in charge of my sisters. It’s hard not to try to take charge.
And I am the person that is dependent upon for things that people don’t even know that they’re depending upon me for and I am sometimes exhausted, especially when my mom became ill and I had to quit my job to be able to take care of her because that’s the right thing to do and the only person who noticed was my dad not my siblings… My dad for which I’m eternally grateful that doesn’t mean it was easy but it just means it was the right thing to do. I feel like my quest to leave things unfinished. It’s really really hard because of my personality which is a type a personality, overachiever wannabe, and the quintessential eldest daughter don’t worry. I’m in therapy for this.
Being a caregiver is hard and exhausting. It’s bitter sweet, because the loved one you have always known and loved is slipping away.